Monday, January 26, 2009

At Peace

After a difficult and painful battle with cancer, my mother passed away early this morning. She is finally at peace. There is such comfort in knowing that she is no longer in pain. That she can walk on her own again. We wondered who she ran to first when she got to heaven - her mom, her best friend, or Scott's mom? She told me she would be sure to tell Nana how wonderful Sophie and Sam are. It does my heart good to envision these reunions.

I want to again thank everyone for their thoughts and prayers. It means so much to know that so many people care about our family. The outpouring of love and support has been tremendous. I can't imagine how we would have gotten through this without it.

I would love to write something inspiring here today, but I just don't know where to begin. Maybe one day. My thoughts are just too jumbled right now.

On a couple of side notes I just want to say to a few people who have posted comments recently that I did not post them because last names were used. I do want you to know that those comments were read and appreciated.

Also if you know me and are hesitant to call, please know that it ok to do so. I would love to chat!

21 comments:

Anonymous said...

You'll continue to be kept close in thought and prayer. I'm so sorry for your loss.

Love,
Tanja

Amanda said...

I am sorry to hear about your mom, but also so glad to know that she is not in pain anymore. I will be praying for you guys and am here if you need anything.

Ryan and Katie said...

Your words sound so hopeful. I am sorry for your loss and happy to know your mother is healed and living joyously in heaven.

Jenny said...

I'm so sorry, Carrie. You all will remain in my prayers. Please let me know if I can help in any way. Much love, Jenny

Anonymous said...

Carrie,

I spoke with my mom this morning and she told me the news. I am very sorry, but I know you are at least at peace knowing she is no longer suffering.

To tie to your blog a little, I always say that you will never really understand the depth of love that your mom and dad have for you until you have your own children. You had a wonderful mom. The good news is that goodbye today is not goodbye forever.

If we can do anything for you and your family, please let me know.

S. Owens

kelly bee said...

Carrie,
I'm so glad your mom knew your kids. Seeing what a great mom you are must have made it easier for her to go. I'll be thinking of all of you.
Kelly

House Queen said...

Carrie, I have been thinking about you all day. I know how hard it is for you right not. It has almost been 2 years since I lost my precious daddy, and I still miss him. I hope to get to see you at the funeral home. Please let me know if I can do anything at all. Praying for you...

Julie said...

I just wanted to let you know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. I am so glad that you and your sisters are all so close during this time in your life.

Love and AOT

Julie

J. Chapman said...

Oh honey, I am so sorry. At this time, I get comfort from the scripture quote at the top of your home page. And I can tell that you are at peace as well as knowing that your mother is. The next period of time will be difficult though and I will pray for you at my bible study tomorrow that God continues to give you strength and show you and your family the way. Love, Julie

Kim Abraham - Mom to the Fabulous Five! said...

Carrie,

The title of your post says it all. I'm so sorry for your loss. Your mom sounds like such a sweet spirit.

Jody and Rich said...

Oh Carrie,
I am soooooo sorry to hear about your mom. I've lost my father so I do know the empty feeling inside, but I can't even imagine losing my mother. You said it best that she is in a much better place and in no pain. Know that my prayers and thoughts are with you.
Jody

Anonymous said...

Carrie and Scott,
Our deepest condolences to you and all your family. I know how much you will miss your Mom.
With love from
Betty and Lee
Evan and Whitney

Kerry said...

Carrie,

I am so sorry for your loss. Please know my heart and prayers are with you...


Love,
Kerry

gertrude said...

I am so sorry about the loss of your mother. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.

Heather said...

Carrie,
I am going to try to make it to the funeral home on Thur. I am not sure I will be able to work out rides for the kids, but I am trying. Please know that we are thinking about and praying for your family. Your mom was such a sweet lady. I am so glad I had the privilege of knowing her.
Love~Heather

4dogmomma said...

My heart goes out to you. When I lost my mom, the first few months it was almost easy because I knew she was so much better off because she had been in such pain. But after that wore off, it would hit me out of the blue at weird times. I am so sorry for your loss. No matter how old you are, you always miss your mom.

Cindy said...

I hope you know that my thoughts and prayers are with you. If you ever need someone to talk with please know I'm always here.

Love,

Cindy

Anonymous said...

Oh, Carrie...I have no words. I cannot imagine...I am so sorry. You know, I don't remember who said what to me after my sweet stepfather died in 2000, cancer also, fast also, but I do remember that someone said to me "at least now you know the name of your guardian angel". That makes me happy, and I am SURE that guardian angel is getting quite the kick out of watching over my crazy life. So, now your mom can do the same thing. How much fun she is going to have watching over you guys...much love, Katie

Happy Mom said...

You have our love and sympathies. If you need anything, don't hesitate to call. Our prayers are with you and your family, and especially your Dad during this time.

Anonymous said...

It was so good to see you tonight, I just regret that I haven't kept in touch like I should have. I sat there in my seat and I remembered my childhood and what a precious gift I was given to have known your mother. I pray that my children will someday be able to think of me the way, no doubt you and your sisters think of her. She was a true MOTHER, a loving and kind woman, I'll never forget the impact she made on my life. I just want you to know that I love you dearly, and I will be praying for you and your family. I am reminded of scripture 1 Peter 5:7 Casting all your care upon Him; for He careth for you.
Your faith in Him will comfort you in the days to come.
Talk to you soon
Christel

Anonymous said...

Carrie,
I took a minute at work to check your blog. I am sorry to hear that your Mom has passed, because I know how hard this has been on you. You and your family remain in my prayers.
Michelle K